I guess that all my life my aspirations have been entwined within radical contradictions. I think I may have been a stereotypical dipiction of a child when I indeed was young myself, wishing to be an astronaut or a famous football player or something along those lines. However, it has developed as the years have passed by. As a primary shcool student (up to the age of 12) I had dreamed of doing something within Literature and Media, I thought I'd never change my mind. Though as soon as I proceeded into secondary school (12/13-18/19 years of age) my desire to fall within those categories while job seeking began to deminish and I started to have an increasing interest in Music and the arts as well as technnology. So what I wanted to be effectively was a Music Producer. Once the recession hit and I realised that it would cost a great deal of money to go down this career path as well as the fact that it is indeed hard to find work on a regular basis, I changed my mind.
My options fluctuated many times. I considered becoming a lecturer in Philosophy as I have a great interest in it. Though ironically in the end, as of now, I've fallen in love with the idea of doing a course within English/Media/Literature and plan on seeing it thorugh once I go to college.
I guess the ideal would be to become an editor in a big magazine or something to do with TV. Something interesting in which will keep me occupied, interested as well as safe and happy so that I may provide for myself and future family because in the end, that's all we all want deep down.